Today was even lazier than the last. I woke up late then went down to the lagoon for a swim and a walk and then went out in the evening.

While I was at the lagoon I took a little time to sit on the sea front and contemplate my trip. I always think that the sea is a good place to think of the future. It was so nice to sit there and just think and feel. After so much time spent with anxiety and depression, it’s actually nice to be able to sit at the waters edge and be alone and feel happy. This really is the first time in a long time that I actually am aware that I feel happy. I don’t think enough people actually sit and ask themselves if they’re happy. It nearly makes me cry just thinking about it, I don’t want it to end, I don’t want the people to leave. But it has to come to and end and that’s the key, just don’t let it get sour before it does.